What do I do now?

When I was alone,

And on my own...

Never did they ask,

How it felt alone...

Now when that ain't true,

Now that I have me and you...

People want to know,

People never grow...

People just assume,

Things they shall never know...

When my life was empty,

When my days were dark...

Not a clink on my doorbell,

Not a sound through my walls...

Now when I want a life,

In the life I have supposedly lived so far...

Why all these questions,

Why the unwanted guilt...

Why the merciless barricade,

Is living, my biggest sin?

What do I do now?

How do I carry on...

Do I keep walking on my own...

 Without you, without me, all alone...

Or do I run back to you,

Run back into your arms...

Numb down all other senses,

Just keep walking with you, arm-in-arm...